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緑谷出久 ☆彡midoriya izuku ([personal profile] dekyou) wrote 2022-10-18 02:03 pm (UTC)

[of course he knew, and maybe he didn't need to remind him. but maybe... he did. they were in uncertain times, and when izuku had left the first time... he really didn't intend to come back. there were so many things he had wanted to leave in katsuki's letter. but if he had the time to write them all down, it would be a small novel instead of what he had given. perhaps that was a disservice, given all they had been through, but he had felt he had no choice.

he wanted to tell him how much kacchan meant to him. while he had been desperate to catch up to him, so they could walk on the same level playing field, he didn't mind watching him from behind. how katsuki was his hero, when he thought of 'winning' his childhood friend was who he would conjure in his mind.

leaving had been the hardest part.

izuku didn't like leaving things unsaid, to 'wait until it's over' when nothing was guaranteed. would they win? they had to. were there going to be irreplaceable costs and damage, both physical and emotionally? absolutely. izuku would protect who he could, but wallowing in that mindset he had realized a few things about himself. about the other teen he was nestled against quite comfortably.

he would die for any of the heroes that were going to be on the field. not like he would intend it, there was no way he could lose this fight. but like kacchan had said in his apology, his body moved without him thinking. deku had that problem too, he cared a little too much and sometimes his instinct would take over.

but for katsuki? if anything were to happen to him.

it was a different feeling. that hollowness in his gut, the rage that could consume him. he knew himself, knew the lengths he would go to. -not like he would ever admit as much, and he was sure he had a better control on it now, but then again... strong emotions trigger strong responses. he'd pity the villain who would try.

...

his thoughts were getting too dark, his brow furrowing a little. it was only kacchan's voice that brought him back from wallowing, and his expression softens immediately.]


you'd be surprised, kacchan

[his mom was softer than he was, clearly who he got his temperament from. and she had a lot of feelings in her. honestly... having her here had been nice. he had been so worried, but seeing her every day. eating meals with her. introducing his friends... eri-chan, their teachers. it had been a spark of light he had held on to.

he wanted to come back to this.

with kacchan hunching his shoulders he nearly sunk into the wall behind him. so izuku adjusts with a snort. a smile lingering as he typed.]


sorry, kacchan. you have a bunch of people who love you. you just gotta accept it. :)

[his response was... incredibly endearing, if izuku was being honest with himself.]

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